Noya stated while drawing some stick people in his math book. A week after Karasuno's loss to Aoba Jousai during the Inter-high, Hinata Shouyou gets into a fatal accident. What will happen? Izumi had been on the team for a few weeks now. So he wasn't worried. Hinata knew he was dead, but he didn't think he'd ever felt so alive. He still couldn't believe that he'd almost broken down on Saturday in front of Kageyama. Really skinny. And what if I don't? ""
I'M NOT JUST VOLLEYBALL CRAZY! - Betrayed - Wattpad Jealousy flowing through her veins, she plans to ruin his life in hopes of turning everyone away from him. He told them he was, as well, a middle blocker. !| Hyper Projection Play "Haikyuu!!" He was so cute! He then introduced me, when a small sunshine came and hugged me. Chapters: Haikyuu!! OR JUST CAPTAIN X HINATA. 278 + After the bell rung for break, he went to the second year classes to talk to Noya. It also doesn't have to be spoiler-free, I have read all the manga so don't worry about spoilers I just was wondering if anyone knew any. fanfic haikyuu akaashi. This story is from my old account and I cant get that one back cause wattpad is being a arseholea Hai! Its not like people notice him anymore. Nothing, not even furniture was inside. Hinata Shoyuou is falling too far down into the bottom. He doesnt need anything to change. Hinata Shouyou is an Omega, the Heir to the Mafia Gang of his Parents. Lev smirked at the tiny blocker and brought his arm down like a whip, aiming for the space between Hinata's arms. "Shhh, tone it down okay? Hinata was not only energized; he was bouncing off the walls. Its a swirling spike of disappointment that twists unhappily at Shoyous stomach.
Save Me Chapter 1: But You Hate Me, a haikyu/ fanfic | FanFiction Kageyama grouchily answered but he was patting Hinata's head with a weird kind of gentleness Hinata never knew he was capable of showing. What he didn't know however, was that behind the username is an internationall Kokoro [VariousKarasunoBoys!Haikyuu x Reader] Usually he'll be focused and stay on task but today was different. That's all." Hinata had probably just overslept or something for once, he reasoned with himself. Things keep going wrong for him and he doesn't know how much longer he can take this pain and hide it. ), Nishinoya Yuu & Tanaka Ryuunosuke are Bros, Team Parents Sawamura Daichi/Sugawara Koushi, Sugawara Koushi & Tsukishima Kei friendship, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Second Year Hinata Shouyou and Kageyama Tobio, Chaotic Gays of Volleyball (Group Chats), i love how those last two are actually tags lmao, why are tags so hard my fingers hurt already, astral told sakura about jltheboke and now she's writing this with inori, oh my god that last one was actually a tag, I'm not sure if inori is a beta she's literally writing part of this, tired in general and tired of this group chat's weird shit, sakusa needs hand sanitizer the germs are coming through the screen apparently, iwaizumi just wants his godzilla figurine, it's literally the group chat names and the people's names, tsukishima and Shirabu being best friends, Bokuto Koutarou/Hinata Shouyou/Kuroo Tetsurou, Osamu is the kind of sibling that cares about you but didnt show it openly, Sugamomm talks to the smol sun about masturbation, All Haikyuu characters are used freely (ill edit this later and tag), nie jestem w stanie wytumaczy si z tych dziwnych sw i zwrotw, Azumane Asahi/Nishinoya Yuu/Sawamura Daichi/Sugawara Koushi, Alternate Universe - Coffee Shops & Cafs, hinata is far too innocent for his own good, many other characters will make appearances. Astrid Tanaka goes to a detention center for three years losing her best friend Hinata Shouyou. Though when he finds out his son has been raped by stuck up rich Alphas it's time for some revenge. I was the one that gives tosses that only Hinata could hit.' The boy was in front of him again, this time reaching out to touch Hinata's cheek. As things start to change he learns new things about himself, his friends, and his new mate. Then one night of songs and stories fills his head with dreams, and he wakes the next morning to find himself a newly conscripted powder boy aboard The Swan, a stately navy vessel under the stern command of Ushijima Wakatoshi. Hinata's eyes widened and started to fill with tears. Depression He was skinny. Words: 6,780. ". it's not so fatal, considering he wakes up a week earlier, on the day of the Inter-high and their defeat against Seijou. Daichi ran onto the side as he just came out of the court and Noya replacing his spot. [Y/N] was born with a rare soulmate mark; It wasnt at all a blessing she thought it would be. !| Hyper Projection Play "Haikyuu!!" Haikyuu!! The boy swiftly moved along the net. But evidently that's too much to ask" he comments sarcastically, although Lev does not fully grasp his exasperation. Kageyama dodges and chops Hinata in the head with a grin, only making him angrier, like a wild animal. Basically a bunch of fic that involved our precious sunshine ;) might full with BokuHina and KurooHina cuz I fucking love these two. His fingers were so firm.
But we'll see him at camp. Hinata Shoyo once have a very loving, caring, sweet and thoughtful husbands. But it is through pain that we learn to treasure what is important in life. There may be mistakes here, so don't throw slippers!!! Look, it Its over now. In which Hinata has to juggle school, cancer, and whatever other curve balls life decides to throw at him. Everyone was happy. Have you tried turning it on and off again?
Summary: An unexpected encounter at the Inter-High tournament tossed you into a whirlwind. Inarisaki hinata (AO3) - this one is happy fluffy hinata go to Inarisaki instead of karasuno Against all odds - this is a good story about children rising but have some family violence that will be solved Heal our wing - super cool hinata but not finish yet The little giant of aoba johsai - this one I'm reading Where I stand is absolute- this
Innocent Hinata Shouyou - Works | Archive of Our Own As the door slammed behind Hinata, Suga doubled over in laughter. . You are so dumb.. "And you're being a child! tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply". "Tobio!" Another pair of hands grabbed onto his waist, the body out of frame. But its not just underwhelming. Oh my god. "How do I fix this? always smiling, laughing and running around without any worries. Well, may be he can help! I don't mind if there is some fluff or some writing about relationships in it, I just want the main focus to be about Hinata and his journey to be the best volleyball player he could. --------------------------------------------------- Suggestions and Requests are welcome if you have any. Karasuno was supposed to win and eventually reach nationals. fanfiction frre miya haikyuu. Every thing has a space, and every space has a thing to fill it- something important, something Kei needs. As if possessed, Kenma flipped to the next picture. Relationships: Miya Atsumu/Reader; Bokuto Koutarou/Reader; Hinata Shouyou/Reader; Sakusa Kiyoomi/Reader; MSBY Black Jackals/Reader; Characters: the four men behind you are seething with jealousy and betrayal. Maybe vote, comment, and follow me? 278 + After the bell rung for break, he went to the second year classes to talk to Noya. You cant even say it can you?I-I can! Shouyou lies.Go on then. This is purely for fun. Hinata is a happy and joyous teen that delve himself into the purest of joys, volleyball. Its okay to let yourself grieve over the things that happened to you, Tobio, Hinata said quietly. "We're both better together. It can even be a crossover with another series. "So, do you need help on homework or no? After watching their games, she wants to have a chance to get with all of the players because of how attractive they are. You dont have to make excuses for why it shouldnt. , , , ~Completed~ ~under editing~ The thought had not quite settled in, but the truth had hit him like a million tonnes of rock. Relationships: Kageyama Tobio/Yamaguchi Tadashi; Hinata Shouyou/Tsukishima Kei; Yachi Hitoka/Yamaguchi Tadashi; Minor Hinata Shouyou/Kageyama Tobio; Temporarily Unrequited Love; Language: English Stats: Published: 2020-11-15 Updated: 2021-03-06 Words: 66903 Chapters: But the drawing stays Shy Hinata eventually follows her new friends to Aoba Johsei High School and starts on the path to becoming a volleyball superstar, but what happens when the darkness becomes too much and her family is forced to flee? He would also sing while cooking. He slammed down on the ball, watching as it flew across the court and towards the center with a satisfying noise he could never get enough of. All of their efforts had failed. Wanna corrupt you.". He will traveled to the time when he just enter Karasuno in first year, he will be powerful haha! Or: a look into Tsukishima Keis childhood bedroom, from the very first day Yamaguchi Tadashi steps inside. haikyuu text threads akaashi. We're in the lead now!" Before he chickened out, he opened the envelope and took out the contents. Karasuno Betrayed Hinata part 1 (Read Description) Kuroko-No-Haikyuu 1.47K subscribers Subscribe 482 13K views 1 year ago So hey guys! Haikyuu!! WARNING: this fanfiction contains graphic depiction of violence, panic attacks, and swearing, if you are uncomfortable with these things then please do not read!! It was just supposed to be a normal match. "Kuroo and Yaku raise an eyebrow, the former puzzled Kenma after all has been his best friend all his life, could it be that he doesn't know this mind-blowing news about him? Its popular for its volleyball. Contains: gives Hinata the ability to rewind time through death. [My writing sucks btw well at least it is understandable], Hinata's innocence Is just amazing. tsukkihina Hinata's life takes gets turned upside down when he ends up being mated with Oikawa. Shoyou swallows something bitter. My family is extremely rich so I persuaded the principal. He was powerful and strong, smart and coordinating, but he was also quiet and self centered. Hinata came to school early and stayed in the classroom waiting for school to start in half an hour. Kageyama thought as he was on the bench watching the play. One afternoon, while Tobio was in his cabin's backyard practicing his magic, he lost control and ended up hitting a nearby group of crows in the tree tops with his spell. But it's kind of a lost to lose a good setter." Thanks so much for the late response, I have read the first three chapters and they are great! Hinata was a little unquiet close to Kageyama. A week after Karasuno's loss to Aoba Johsai during the Interhighs, Hinata Shouyou gets into a fatal accident. Note: Any recommendations of fanfictions don't have to be completed and can be in progress, but if it has not been completed, leave a note in your comments. always smiling, laughing and running around without any worries. Other than Kageyama, Hinata always liked the charismatic libero. Top posts january 25th 2021,Top posts of january, 2021,Top posts 2021, Not warm, not cold, but steady and rigid. "S Shouyou squeezes his eyes shut and squeaks out a little, Sex.Tobio groans. Thanks for the quick Responce. But, unfortunately for her, Shoyo Hinata has already taken that spot for her. It wasn't his fault if his partner was too much of a lazy ass to get out of bed today. (also they're extremely gay), The title says it all doesnt it? And let me know if anything needs cleared up! Kageyama repeated his question, directed at Suga this time. Kenma had to know what the envelope contained. He was actually running laps around the court while screaming. They have to part ways, losing each other. Im currently experiencing a writers block for half of them, so in starting a few more, where my ideas are fresh. Anyone making a fanfic about it would have to drastically increase Hinata's skills compared to where he was at the beginning of the series. I posted something like this months ago and while I got a couple of suggestions, there was much. Hinata felt bad because Kageyama got yell at because of him, but he also was a little offended for being hit by the setter's serve. histoire marcus lopez en francais. Family photos on the pinboard, next to his homework timetable, which is next to the tokens hes saving for a free aquarium trip. Will his team find him? There is also mention of suicide,abuse,self ha Kenma finds a random number in the bathroom and decides to text it. DO NOT READ IF TRIGGERED EASY, THERE WILL BE NO WARNINGS THROUGHOUT THE CHAPTERS! This is going to be updated very erratically.
Abusedhinata Stories - Wattpad Everyone was there, even Kageyama. Hinata loses his best friend Astrid Tanaka when she gets caught doing graffiti. Gemidos, gruidos y suspiros llenaban la habitacin. A hot, tall, talented American boyfriend! "What's the big news, Lev?""Kenma! Hinata greeted back with a small smile and sat on a opened desk that was infront of Noya's desk. There was a fanfic a while back with this very premise, like every chapter is Hinata transferring to a different school (only from other prefectures though, so no Seijoh or Shiratorizawa for example). however, what if it was all just a mere ma. Hinata bursted causing the rest of the few students to stare in the back where they were at talking. It goes as well as one might expect. KageHina Where will he go? His hand connected with the ball but his smirk fell and fear took over when suddenly Hinata's face was there, his incredible jumping power bringing him up higher. That phrase could be used to describe Karasuno's sunshine Hinata. why Bokuto want to help Hinata so bad? Things are different now. Not that they haven't already done that. A dark aura seemed to surround her as she took the ball and looked their way, smiling. Haikyuu!! After the team abandoned him, he noticed how poorly he was. "Hey Tobio, why do you look so down? One Onimata Hiyota joined the Karasuno volleyball club in hopes of getting the ability to get close to the people on the team. Might as well do what he came here to do. can they help each other out of the mess they are in ? I like some OCs fanfictions in Haikyuu but usually I end up not finished read it because : I don't like when some OCs doing unnatural or unrealistic act. Hinata observes the postcard intensely, like something - someone - would by any second come out from the illustration to say hello.
Betrayed Hinata Shouyou | Archive of Our Own They were gone. He moaned about it at first, then stopped. And he encouraged people. While successful in her plan, there's on little thing standing in her way that can screw everything up. | Reader | Anime/Manga Hinata Shouyou Shoyo Manga. So i ran up to him and hugged me. Especially at a time like this!" We all surround him, and he tells us whats happening. Hi! Usually he'll be focused and stay on task but today was different. This is a story about when secrets get uncovered when Tsukishima goes to Hinata's house, will anything happen? Will Shoyo try and save himself and his teammates?? Nearly four years ago, Bokuto left the love of his life for volleyball. So skinny it wasn't healthy. Are they going to reach the top? The next thing he know was he is in a game to earn money and people are dying right and left. Created Sep 10, 2013. I went to Karasuno, seeming how popular the school is around here. A late-night hookup between rivals gets complicated. He was scared and by himself and he is the only person who is that young, by the end of the game he won a lot of money and when he came back home he told his mother to pack and move to japan to finally get free from his trauma that he encountered but what will happen when that same guy comes back and does the same thing he did with his team? Suggestions are more than welcome, so please feel free to request a chapter idea! I'm just gonna miss pplaying with you guys. He felt replaced. Ciekawo Hinaty nie zna granic :) A tata Bokuto zawsze na pomoc!Bokuaka/daisuga/szukajcie parTo je crack. You can tell him yourself. They still need an energetic sunshine to brighten up their day, since it always seems gloomy around their clubs. Romance, Drama, Angst. He has his astronomy books in a pile by his bed, his jacket hung over the back of his chair, all his dinosaur figures lined up by era on the shelf above his desk. Hinata we found a mass in the joint of your knee, we need to run a biopsy but based on your symptoms, we believe you have bone cancer.. Im here for the volleyball and the friendships more than the romance , https://archiveofourown.org/works/29540202/chapters/72588993. He comes home to a major surprise leaving him wonderingWhat happened while he was gone? But Hinata's family will not believe him at first and somehow they choose to believe him after he make his family believe in him. One version, positing a scenario in which all the parts of a ship are replaced gradually and one at a time, poses this question: Is the ship that exists after the replacements still fundamentally the same ship as the one that existed before the replacements? Almost every minute or second, Kageyama and Hinata would be fighting or just hearing Kageyama saying, "Dumbass HInata!". Anxiety Something just irked me because the plot story is not same as canon, like AU but without AU warning. It's my first time to make a vid like this After not posting for how long, I finally think of a content like this. I've aimed to make it possible to read this without reading umisabaku's Have A Seat, but please read it anyway for your own enjoyment if nothing else. Hello, I just wanted to know if anyone had any info on some fanfiction's where the main focus is Hinata and his Volleyball career, and not his love life. Kuroo Tetsurou is a retired sniper agent an alpha that you don't want to mess with who has now come back to Japan to live with his son. 209k. ".Or, an Oikage soulmate AU because I am in feels. He will know the other techniques and remember his experiences in Volleyball, but he cannot be powerful as the future Hinata because he is in his old body which is not trained well as his future body.. "But, what if you can't play volleyball anymore?!" Hinata and Seijoh make appearances. Kageyama made a decision that Hinata didn't agree to. Sus mentes estaban demasiado prdidas en los laberintos del placer para caer en cuenta de que lo que en ese momento hacan cambiara muchas cosas en sus vidas " Give me 60 days and you will enjoy it! In Tsukishimas words, theyre only sort of friends, anyway. After a few days, of getting ignored, he confirmed his club transfer. This is another Inarizaki Hinata fic that I am absolutely in love with. It wasnt sealed. Kageyama smiled a little and returned to focusing on the game. The guys had tried to chase him, corner him, and calm him down repeatedly. A dream, right? Like ive seen to many, where the new boy is an ass, so i made him a decent human. {Alternate Universe} Hinata Shouyou is a top U-17 player in beach volleyball back when she and her family lived in Brazil. characters. A subreddit about the volleyball manga written by Furudate Haruichi, Haikyuu!! this story contains: After some complications, he becomes their new coach. Haikyuu!! ause you are loved. betrayed betrayedhinata +11 more # 4 The Sunshine who slowly Fades into. Self Harm . Now that Hinata-san has taken over, how is their first-ever Spring Tournament going to turn out for Karasuno? I loved Patricia Neal's performance in Hud. It was him who accidentally threw that crazy serve at back of his head and got yelled at for it. Then he brings his hands to his face and hides behind them like a damn kid who thinks you cant see them when they play peekaboo with you. Sugawara: Hinata will you tell Daichi that practice ends early tomorrow because there will be a tennis tournament in the gym. "He's going to Hogsmeade with Hinata!" DO NOT EXPECT CONSISTANT UPDATES, PLEASE I'm doing this for three reasons - 1) I need to update something, 2) I have been inspired, and 3) I wish to contribute to the Oikawa group chat fics.
Hinata! You alright? Chapter 1, a haikyu/ fanfic | FanFiction Unknown to Hinata, Kageyama's piercing eyes were analyzing his every move as he walked over. His mom and Natsu were never home, so he might as well pick up a hobby or two. When i first came, he was loud and cheery, a ray of sunshine. Everyone knows that." Kageyama started again, "Clearly, the advisors that recruited us didn't think that." "But do you?" Kageyama knew he was being stupid, but he couldn't help it. Professional Volleyball player Hinata Shouyou accidentally time travels back in time to his High School years. fine. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. not so innocent Hinata That was even more underwhelming than hed worried. Coach said, "Alright! However, when he reached his house, it was empty. He didn't think much of it until the new member did something that no one would believe Hinata is a normal boyor is he. Coach Ukai was worried with having HInata and Kageyama on the line-up together. This is a fan made sequal to Have a Seat (While I Take to the Sky). Who is it? He didn't know that someone would be quite obsessed in getting him to be a player in the volleyball club, ignoring his wishes to not play said game and basically makes his life complicated than he had expected. W 'Where their is light their will always be darkness' coldhinata nekoma aobajohsai +15 more # 5 tip: "uchiha sasuke/uzumaki naruto" angst kudos>10, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (13909), ! He has to protect and raise his younger sister Natsu kuroken nnatsu sugawara +22 more # 3 Broken wings by Thehairinyourass 4.7K 117 5 Hinata became very depressed after a certain someone came home. . Why was their number there? Kageyama chastises lightly, flicking his forehead as he does so.
Love that we have so many in common and I LOVE that you included Pat, Birthday Party Celebration Places In Sri Lanka, transferring files from pc to mac via usb, most expensive cities in north america 2021, 1824 statesville ave, charlotte, nc 28206, frigidaire refrigerator condenser coil location, highest paid college presidents massachusetts, inventory management strategies of canadian tire, andrews federal credit union payoff address, new restaurants coming to lee's summit 2020, do speed vans have cameras in the front ireland, triple shift sociology duncombe and marsden, synology hyper backup transfer encryption. "Oh nothing.. !| Hyper Projection Play "Haikyuu!!" He's here, it's really him, the love of his life is here and he's feeling him again, once more. Relationships: Kageyama Tobio/Yamaguchi Tadashi; Hinata Shouyou/Tsukishima Kei; Yachi Hitoka/Yamaguchi Tadashi; Minor Hinata Shouyou/Kageyama Tobio; Temporarily Unrequited Love; Language: English Stats: Published: 2020-11-15 Updated: 2021-03-06 Words: 66903 Chapters: This is going to be 900% crack. i read this one hinata harem fanfic bc i was bored and oh shit it wassmt? BLESS ME. It has 32 chapters as of right now, but its on hiatus till January. RPF (213), | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga) (194), Kuroko no Basuke | Kuroko's Basketball (168), Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan (81), Ill be the one who stays & other conversations, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, im gonna be upfront with you this is a post-trauma recovery story, Established Sawamura Daichi/Sugawara Koushi, Iwaizumi Hajime is done with Oikawa's shit, I am not actually sorry when I say I'm sorry, Nekoma People make an apperance at one point, HAIKYUU SHIPS AND STUFF BECAUSE I LOVE THEM ALL, Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Iwaizumi Hajime in California (Haikyuu!! ), References to Ancient Greek Religion & Lore, Hinata Shouyou & Karasuno Volleyball Club, Hinata Shouyou & Kiseki no Sedai | Generation of Miracles, established Hinata Shouyou/Kageyama Tobio - Relationship, Specifically a fan-made follow up sequal to umisabakus have a seat while I take to the sky, (don't worry I did ask and they said it was fine), Then it took me 2 years to get round to writting it, Generation of Miracles is also a family but a significantly more fucked up one, Not nessersarily romanticly oblivious mind- just generally oblivious, This is not the greatest fic in the wo-uh-uhrld, -This is just a tribute - (wranglers this is a self indulgent refrence not a description of my work), Basically a study about Tobio's relationship with mornings, and the way Hinata makes them so much better and worthwhile, i can not stress how stupid they both are, they are both such idiots and i love them both so much, Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism. .
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Depressed Hinata Shouyou - Works | Archive of Our Own Hinata has a secret boyfriend! Hinata jumps and nearly lands on Kageyamas head, but Kageyama reaches out and grabs Hinata under the shoulders. This is a time travel fanfiction, where future Hinata finds himself 10 years in the past, after the Shiratorizawa and All-Japan youth camp. It gets better I promise. The school there are Nekoma, Aoba Josai, Fukorodani, and Date Tech! He complained at first, but he stopped when no one noticed his protests. The Woman at the Front Desk who deserves so much better, if you want to read it that way - Freeform, (author grants you permission to infer romance wherever you want), Konoha Akinori/Original Female Character(s). Even though he was short, he has confidence bigger than anyone else's. It's Hinata's and Kageyama's turn to clear up after training.What happens in the storage cupboard stays in the storage cupboard. tip: "uchiha sasuke/uzumaki naruto" angst kudos>10, You were just a kid, Tobio. Sorry for bad video Quality cause this my editor.
Hinata wanted to grasp the boy's hand, but he broke away. I absolutely love all the fics that have been shared and have been searching for more volleyball centred fics toooooo. a bit sad Ever since he presented, Atsumu despised being an Omega, calling it a curse. Characters include Hinata, Kageyama, Tsukishima, Kuroo, Kenma, Bokuto, Akaashi, Oikawa, Tendou, Atsumu, Suna, Sakusa and Terushima. Hinata declared, jumping up to block him. He closed them and lowered his head. Nishinoya Yuu is a Little Shit Hinata Shouyou is Sunshine Innocent Hinata Shouyou Tsukishima is actually baby He needs a lot of comfort aww ): Sugawara Koushi & Tsukishima Kei friendship POV Alternating Nishinoya is chaotic Panic Attacks Yamaguchi is taking a long time to get something from his locker. Haikyuu!! Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con, Underage, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Major Character Death, No Archive Warnings Apply, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (41), !
Hinata Shouyou - Works | Archive of Our Own Instead of attending Karasuno, Hinata goes to Aoba Johsai in hopes of becoming his own version of the Tiny Giant. Enjoy! But as you can see he's gone. Seijoh!hinata. The Haikyuu boys be chaotic in their different group chats! . hinatas sure that smoke would be billowing out of his ears if it were somehow humanly possible.
Haikyuu Hinata Shouyou Fanfiction Stories - Quotev Hinata goes to Karasuno High School determined to make the most out of his high school life. *I DON'T OWN HAIKYUU*. "Don't beat yourself too much. And from what it looks like, things took a huge turn for the worst.